Saturday, January 17, 2004,1:45 AM
Mrs lam...
4e1 '03's...
Beloved Form/Chemistry teacher.. for 3 years..
Which seems like so yesterday...
Passed away on the morning of the 15th of January...
1st day... of ma 2nd job...
Like jannah said...
You'll leave an indellible impression
in our hearts... minds.. and souls...
In lovin memory...
God Bless...
I attended the wake this afternoon...
Havin a 1/2day off...
And happily crappin with the peeps...
on our way...
to Yisun...
At the moment...
I can't cry...
After readin Ignatious' blog...
I started to feel the stab in the heart...
At this time?
Why? What the?
Perhaps.. I'm a guy..
Tryin to be calm
It's really hard for me.. to break down...
But alone... I dunno..
I dun wanna think bout it..
I even dreant once that Mrs Lam..
handed me my o`level results..
with her smile.. on her face...
And the results i wanna...
What does that mean?
She's gone now...
I still have to go on...
Most impt.. I've paid ma last respect...
and pray inside.. the stuffs i wanna tell her...
I regretted for makin her angry at times...
But however... never forget the smile...
laughter.. warmth..
she gave to me...
us.. 4e1...
Ignatious.. Ames..
and the rest who knows her...
It's 2am now..
In about 11hrs time..
Scenes[bout 4yrs ago.. my grand-dad...]flashed in my mind...
when the word...
"Creamation"... sounded in my head
It's not that i dun wanna respect her..
And see her for da last time...
It's juz that...
I'm afraid...
I...
would break down into tears...
Thursday, January 15, 2004,10:58 PM
Alright.. Finally got a chance to update..
I've got ma 2nd job.. Yay~?!
Well.. Today... 10.30am...
Heard Kuan Wei...
(We're werkin in da same[small]company... as well as Kcc.. Cindy
And not forgetting...HongJun and Wei An =p... Yeah... 3 of Us again..)
We3 got dismissed from our 1st job or sth...
Over-employment... Needa to wait for products..
Juz pure craps juz to kick me.. and da boss's son out..
Got some day-off to play Counter-strike
That ain't important...
I dyed my hair...
Light.. Shiny Brown.. with a touch of Gold..
Yeah...
On Tuesday...
The same day.. i got fever and headaches...
which lead to COLD~
Backaches.. *CHiLL DoWn My SpInE*
Hair's pretty short...
Back to today...
Mrs Lam... Passed Away...
*Speecless*
My Ex-form/Chemistry teacher... For 3 years...
I'll never forget her...
her teachings... stuffs and such..
in loving memory...
God Bless...